I had such a terrible night last night that the terribleness has rolled over into today and I can't seem to shake it. I get depressed at times, just like everyone else, but the last few times I've felt this way it's felt much like drowning. I don't know any other way to describe it. It's got to be one of the worst feelings ever. Anyway, I'm just tired of feeling this way and the saying above is just about how I feel about the guy in my life that seems to be the cause of the drowning.